I should’ve said goodbye. I should’ve done more to make you understand.
I couldn’t stand the sight of you watching me cry. I couldn’t think of never feeling you again.
I had to move on. I will never let this happen again. I will never love again.
I thought this was for fun. It was never supposed to be anything.
But now I know.. that I fell for you when I shouldn’t have. I let you in. I let my heart feel.
Please don’t wait for me. I won’t fall again. I am too afraid to love anyone else.
I would do anything for you. I would take back every word that hurt you. I would rise above to make sure that you were loved, yet I can’t be that person. I can not love you the way you deserve.
I am a tornado to your tender soul. I’ve crashed through this life lacking sincerity. I can not be the one to love you.
My dear, I will love you in secret. You will never know of my truest affection for I am more damaged than you will ever know.
Remember us. Hold us tightly. Let this be your guide to heal.
I’m sorry, love. I’m sorry for failing you.